coming back.

I just came back from my happy routine life.
I'm home.
The griefs, the sorrows underneath,
Has come and fetch me.
Pulling me back from the happiness that I used to have,
Towards the darkest nights,
Promises which they can never keep.

They have been expecting too much from me,
when they can give nothing..
Its my fault that I hoped too much,
and now I can feel the deepest hurt,
when i fall.

Miserable life,
Broken life,
Hopeless and meaningless.