missing you.

Friend In Need is A Friend Indeed

The morning comes

The sun shines

The birds sing

The cloud gathers

A new day has come

But the memory remain

Thinking of you

When a best friend has gone

You are not God

Nor an Angel

But you were there

Just to share

You only have 24 hours 

Day and night

But you give most

To comfort the worst

I am the worst

I am the lost

But you always be there

To guide your friend

Yet a new day has come

New hopes are still to come

But my best-dear-friend

Isn't here as I planned

Hope you'll come back soon enough

Before the freezing winter

And the blazing summer come

I'll see you then, so long my beloved friend...

Thank you for the person who helped a lot in this poem :)

Thank you so much!

 

sigh.

I am extremely sad because:

. Betet is leaving today.

. My another friend also leaving on 11 of June.

. Maybe I am going to leave soon too.

Yeah, betet is leaving. I was the first person who knew this because I was with her in Jakarta. I wanted to tell AH so badly but betet did not want to tell everyone first. Until yesterday when everyone knew about it, some girls were breaking down and betet smsed me,

"priss.

I'm crying.

aduu TT

betet loves priss"

and ah,

"ah.

I'm crying.

aduu TT

betet loves ah"

I was so touched and I could not hold back my tears. I was in the car with ah and we suddenly were so silence and cried. We called betet and she was crying also.

I cried over her million times when I was in Jkt but I did not want her to know because I have to let her go for her own goods and studies. It just so hard for me to separate with my besties and some more its HER! She has been so good and I am very glad that I have friends like them.

Sigh. I have to let go. Friends come and go. But for all my bestfriends, you'll always be in my memories and I believe someday we will find each other again and for sure, we will be still bestfriends. BFF. 

done!

Finally.

Its over :)

I was expecting Wilson, Joseph, Patrick, Alfon and Anya to win. 

I was very very sure that they will be the winner.

But then, they only got the runner up..

Fiuhhh...

You guys played so well last night :)

I don't understand why 'they' only judge from the vocal..

Please, everybody was very sure that they will win..

Quite disappointed with 'them' actually..

love love.

This is a requested poem from the boy himself.

A story about a boy who fell in love with a girl.

He is still finding his own right time to confess his feeling to the girl.

And, here it goes...

The reason why it hurt so much to separate because our souls are connected. 

Maybe they always have been and will be.

Maybe we have lived a thousand lives before this one, 

and each of them we have found each other.

When i look at you, I can always see your beauty and grace.

As I soar my gaze to the depth of your eyes, 

I feel like flying up in the infinite blue, 

Climbing the rainbow,

Crossing the clouds.

There in your precious star,

I found an answer, an endless truth.

I always feeling the warmth nestling in it..

This wish from the sky is coming to me,

And the beauty of what is in you :)

People, I guess you know who is the boy..

He requested so I make a poem about him and the girl..

:D

Go and guess!

huahaha..

another sad ending.

People tell me to laugh

Dont look sad

And not to cry

But I dont know what it's like

To be so happy

I really do like to cry

I keep falling down

I want to die

But people keep telling me NO

You cant go, we wont let you

They wont let me

People tell me to laugh

Dont look sad

And not to cry

But they dont know what it's like

To be just like me, so unhappy

coming back.

I just came back from my happy routine life.
I'm home.
The griefs, the sorrows underneath,
Has come and fetch me.
Pulling me back from the happiness that I used to have,
Towards the darkest nights,
Promises which they can never keep.

They have been expecting too much from me,
when they can give nothing..
Its my fault that I hoped too much,
and now I can feel the deepest hurt,
when i fall.

Miserable life,
Broken life,
Hopeless and meaningless.

true friends.

You're my friend because you're always there.

If there is sadness around or in the air,

at night, in the morning or anytime of the day,

You're there to cheer me up,

and chase the sadness away.

I just want to thank you for all you've done.

You've helped me through a lot.

You're really number one.

Thanks for all the good times that we always share.

It shows that you're one who really does care.

Thanks for being there when time got rough.

You make it easier when times get too tough.

Thanks for being there each and everyday.

Thanks for being you in that very special way :)

This poem I dedicate to all my best-friends. 

I love you, guys..

What Mr. Gilbert said is may be true..

We need some dramas in our life.

haha.. yea.

Let go..

:)

fed up.

hurt.

do you know that you'll start losing all your friends again?

all the good times we had, all the laughs we shared went to waste. 

be careful of what you say, friendship can end in one minute because of a stupid word.

I dont want to cry for you.

But, i could not hold my tears anymore.

It trickled down on my cheeks as i know about all those facts that you are actually such a very big liar.

I want to thank you for all those 'memories' in our friendship, your 'kindness', your 'advices' and many more..

Wow..

You're really such a good 'friend'. 

I never had a friend like you before (:

NEVER.

You are really the first person who gave me such memories.

Thank you, my dear..

seems so hard to learn how to forgive you..

SIGHS.

forget and forgive.

back.stab.bing 

noun 

the action or practice of criticizing someone in a treacherous manner while feigning friendship.

adjective

(of a person) behaving in such a way.

DERIVATIVE

back.stab verb

back.stab.ber noun

I'm not to mention any names here. 

But there is only one name to blame..

You're getting under my skin and my patience is wearing thin.

I get enough of your rubbish and big lies.

Now i know who you really are and that is all that i need.

I'm not like you and i WONT be like you.

I dont talk smack like the way you do.

You do this to all your friends.

And you will have none in the end.

Better you close your rude mouth, my dear..

Before everything get worse.

(:

But i guess,

there is nothing that i can do.

I just have to ignore all your lies and go on with my life.

Friends come and go.

You came and now its time for you to go..

(:

I am in the process of learning how to forgive someone.